I'm scared ....

Lastweek  , I visited my mother's grave, its almost 5 years my mother died ..my mother passed away of 72 years. she suffered a ostheoporosis and lever several years ago.

And my father died when I was 5 yrs... ya Allah forgive their sins make their grave spacious and full of 'noor' .

Save them from the fire of Hell.

But

Suddently ,...... I just thinking about death .Its natural thing.

Just thinking what do we really know about death ?

I realize everything alive someday will die,

My Friend told me that malaikat maut the angel of death will come around and see us "70 times in 24 hours".....

I know everybody will face death

We were never aware of the presence of angels , the angel death will come to take us..anytime..anywhere...!!!

Indeed.....

We all have the face death and there's no run away from it.

I'm scared.....

I dont know why everytime... somebody told me bout DEATH, ..my body's shaking like i was starving food,I really scared...It made me down and blue all the time when i was thinking bout it...everyone feared dead..i same goes to me..my biggest fear is death...

I was in my Tak'lim talked about death....again! I was scared...,,and i froze thinking when will i die and how.....at night i was sleepless then come to think off it.. Imagine.... Is there anybody out there.........NO....I was all alone in my room......in grave ..dark ..and gloomy

I was just wondering......what if tomorrow i died,...........am I ready enough to face Allah?

Malaikat munkar and nakir?

what would be my anwser when they ask me a few questions like "Maaa Rabbuka" ??????im sooooooooooo scared,, Ya Allah...please forgive me for the sins..i begging you ...

My life is full of sins,wash them and make me pure, ya allah you're a forgiver.

I committed in the past...and those I will commit in the future.....please GUIDE me ya Allah,and guide ,my siblings,my children, my grandparents,my cousins, my aunts and uncles, my friends and so forth...... (also i'm scared of losing people i really love)

Really i dont want my husband my children or anybody died before me.

Please forgive me for my shortcomings, for only You are PERFECT... please forgive me if I ever got too wrapped in a matter.... That I didn’t have time to utter Your name... Ya Allah...I am weak so pleaaaaase help me.........i know will only grow stronger by Your strength, So pleaaaaaase strengthen me... yaa Allah ..to fight syaitan and his whispers..if I ever fell into his trap and followed my desirer, then please forgive me,... Ya Allah...please forgive me for all the FOUL words I spoke either out of my ignorance or because I was trying to be COOL...please forgive me for all the yelling I’ve done and the arguments I’ve been in.. .I know i'm too WEAK...=( please please please please forgive me for my thoughts,even though I get sinned for my actions,..