Allah really love me........

These days, I really feel disappointed.

Feeling sad, gloomy and everything worse I can ever thought.

At first, I thought I’m just not feeling well.

But something started to make me feel kind of weird when I began to cry without knowing why!...

I started to find the problem that makes me feel like this.

Then I asked myself, is it because i always fell lonely..curently ?

Or as usual beggining "pms "condition ?

Hmm.. maybe because of that…

But deeply into my heart, I noticed that is NOT the main problem.

Then I peeked deeper into my heart, what’s the thing that is not going right?

I tried to make sholah and du'a with khusyu..Deepest..

Alhamdulillah… With Allah’s help, I found the reason. ..

I began counting my blessing....

Look ..what i have now.. I have everything..why should i complain..?

I have to

Be thankful to Allah and come nearer and closer to Allah..

I realized that though sad and all the people let me down,

just believe, ALLAH KNOWS!..

Even though no one believes me but I HAVE ALLAH.

Then I asked ...is there someone who really cares about what I feel,..? and Allah hears my every cry...yes..everything back to allah swt..only Allah really know and care about what i feel exacly.

I realized....

When things close in around me, Allah sees my fear and doubt.

When I lose hope and stumbling through the darkness, Allah will be my guiding light and never will let me go astray.

Allah wants to wipe away my tears so I’ll feel like being a precious human.

Well of course, Ya allah ... it is true what people always told that.....You are EVERYTHING!!!...

Moms, friends, my children my gib my nabila my medina ...or who read this posting... lets together reach out right now to Allah,

I'll realize that we have nothing to worry much cause Allah will take that heavy burden.

Subhanallah, ....

I really beLieve that Allah love me, love us.. will never end.

Allah is indeed near...

O Allah, thanks for being so kind to me, to my children, my family , to my friends to my brothers and sisters, and to everybody I've known.

Please Allah, bless us all...

Amien ya rabbal allamin.....

*****I'm not usually posting my problems.....

I'm usually share about share happines.. but this is something thats really bothering and getting me down lately..and

its not getting better.

But After having a write at some posts here, i thought maybe I could get some good advice/support etc on my situation....ofcourse i try to hard with always praying..i believe Allah heard my prayer...insyaAllah.

I' m nothing without Allah swt ..my life is beautiful if and only if i'm closed to Allah.....

Amien amien ya Rabbal allamin......