Lets Prepare..

This Picture, I received a fewday and become an interesting 'topic between me and my friends in my bbm group.

I'm not 40 plus, I'm eighteen with 22 years experience

Yes ..day by day , we're getting older. we say goodbye to our past times and we move slowly to the future. all of us to live, joy and sorrow, ups and down , happy and sad ,we did mistakes. we fall . we rise again. we smile again. we take another path of life. we cry. we laugh. we fall . we run. we jump. and without we can ever notice. we are getting older.

Getting older isnt nice,is it?

I'm not getting older...

I'm getting better. They say that life begins at 40...well, for me, it's 43...

Sometime..

I am happy if someone said that I am still young

Hehehe... my heart always flies if my new friend were surprised and say.." What?? Are you 43?? Do you already have son in university???..are yu kidding???..you look so young???...

( woow. ..feel flying in the sky....)

Then ..when I walked with Nabila my daughter ..then meet other people. ..is she your sister?

oh come on...They are my children ..eventhough I was a bit insulted..my nose bigger and bloom ..Deep in my heart ,feeling a bit proud.

But Getting older doesnt mean everything will change , not become an ugly thing, and it goes not on getting worse.... must be getting better than before.

But if I looked at the mirror..my heart would trembling..I touched my skin..my face..

oh.. I' m not young any more. I can see more lines around my eyes.

that a signs of aging?..I should be aware on this..*I worry even more.

Terrible ,isnt it?..Thats a women,Actually not ALL of women .

I realized that the age of forty plus is crawling to me, in upcoming years .I was scared ,

the fact saying that being young always makes me happy, but being old is a nightmare..

I wish i could live forever young..

I remember when I was younger, I can't wait to get older,now that I'm getting old,I wish that I stayed 25..

Sometimes..I was thinking..what I have been doing in my life??

I should be aware that my age is 40 years plus ..

Hmmm...the next 10 years..perhaps I will have a grandchild..ya Allah how fast time flies..

Then my heart pounded ..the fear of being old.

Sometimes , I think like this :

How if I should live alone and getting older without someone beside me ??

I believe that Allah has already set for everything.

Having a children is a gift for me .

I should thankful with what I have.

So why should I worry about getting older then?

Actually

I should not worry about being old

I should worry if I'm getting old but I cant be a good and  a lovely mom for my children.

So now....getting older means that I should be better person inside eventhough I loose my beauty outside.

InsyaAllah

I always pray ,grand me better health so Ican live longer and be with my children,

my family, my friend. Iwish good health for people that I love,

Life is learning process and every event in my live is an opportunity to learn a lesson.

I'm sure insyaAllah. With my age now, Allah give me happy life , good health.

Being happy is more than wrinkles on the face,..right?

( I told myself..hey ..u can stop worrying now..stop being afraid of a lot of things cause you realize that being afraid is basically useless)

Finally.. what have I done with my life so far?

Allah swt had gives me , given us...The age..the time..the health..the money..etc etc

I have just to prepare for 'the final' in next world..just prepare for that !!!

so..lets prepare for the time where we will be moved to the next world..

Remember..our life is for akhirat !!And anything here is just means to get something better. and There are only to prepare our mindset and our heartset for akhirat,

yes ..yes ...Look at it. Is that what’s happening to me today? Today is better than yesterday? And I am hoping for tomorrow that it’s going to be better?

Not worldly again. Not Dunya. ...Akhirat, ...akhirat.

concentrating on everything in Akhirat, not in Dunya. ,....

Everything comes along then to me . preparing my self for Akhirat

*I came from ALLAH swt and we will return to Allah (inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji’un).....* hu hu hu I'm scared

Let's prepare....Ida