remember ..my mom

Today, ..suddenly I remember my mother..
She passed away almost five years ago,she suffered  her lever , lever is terrible disease,it robs the life of a person years before die..but even through my mother's battle with osteophorosis' ..

At the beggining, my mom's death hasn't easy on me, ..but today as i reflect of her..I'm reminded of happy and sad time . The pic is clear in my mind
..oo i really miss her so much.*my eyes are wet with tears *
 I feel like i still have a relationship with her.
I know that every child has a unique relationship with their parents.
My relationship with my mom was especially close.


Its true
I do still feel very much like she's here..and alive
I remember those lessons , today and always.
I remembered.when I'm sad i can still hear exactly what she would say to make me fell better.
 I have memories of tons with her..

I remembered what mom taught me..
She taught me as an independent woman.she taught me to work hard.
Deep in my heart i always made dua' for her,
Ya allah please look after my mother ....

May allah place  her high stages in jannah, forgive her and shower blessings on her grave,avoid her your punishment of the grave and hell..
Amiennn.
*Much i tried to write here, tears keep flowing as memories of mom keeps coming back.*