Random Thought this morning ....

I have a friend which I know her for 5-6 years.

I have helped a lot when her husband was out of Country for a couple a months.

I was going to her house every single day, sometime we going out together for shopping or lunch outside.or to mosque for attend and listen ' ceramah' from the famous ust recently.

Then sometimes,I share my new clothes.. I let her pick what she like, and so many things to do together with her.

She told me her husband is out of country cause his mom is sick.

..‎oke .I still thinking positive, means she have a lot of time for herself. And other activities..

But I heard from other friends that she had big problem with her husband and doesnt comeback..

( Hahh?..make me shocked!!!....I know before you do love her husband, you both grew up together..from zero ..)

I thought about her..why she's not share about that to me.

I heard from other friends , that her husband cheat on her..( Thats sound crazy to me ..)

I always thought about her as my best friend.

To be truth, I'am really worried about her,

I just talk to her last week..." You are skinnier than me , now.. Why??? "Are you diet ?.."

She just smilled for me.

I really want to help her..actually..

Perhaps.. I was able to alleviate her suffering by telling me .

What should I do ? Is'it good if I ask directly about the truth situation of her husband ?

I dont want 'involved' about this situation.. But I wanna help her ..

I'm confused ..... afraid doing the wrong things...!

It becomes burden on me lately..when I got into bed.. I remember her..

I could feel her pain but I cant do anything .

But..I 've think again..she dont want to tell about her suffer cause it may make me upset?

To be honest...i'm not worthy enough, so whats the point of keeping the friendship?

I dont know.. This is terrible

*just say,be strong my friend ..*