I spent this morning check all..BB, FB , Email, SMS,Many wishes from fam,and friend..my ex schoolmates and friends all over the places.
Its nice to receive all the birthday wishes.
Thanks to technology, and thanks to my gib, my Nbl,my Med, for being here' beside me,that's the best give I've ever had.
How do I feel when it's my birthday today?
I have a mixed feeling. Yes today I'm 44years old.
Alhamdulillah that I've survived till today.
Alhamdulillah again with all blessing given me by Allah swt.
Some friends wish me luck and some friends wish me long live.
My friend (*Lia) said that I've got one more years before turning 45 and I've 1 more years to enjoy.
O hey .. as if after 45 I got no more life to live...?
I still love laughing a little louder with friends,wearing jeans,higheel...,sleeping late,visiting new places alone...,
Well some says it's just a number. Yaa.. when we are 25 ,i can say that.
But when my age is increase than them, then it makes think. Ohh God... I'm so old ....huh...
My friend says what's in your mind..Ida? If you think you are young, then you'll be young.
If you think you are old, then you'll be old.
I tried that. I was always thinking that I'm still young.
But then again, when I had in many occasion having joint sport osteo workout.. (where most old people do), I think am I that young?
But I always joke with them, "I'm not old, Still young..just casing'..
When I gets above 40 ,I don't want people to remind me.
Yaa.. friend wishes me all the best...., good health...., may God bless you ..., many happy returns .... etc. Etc
But actually why? I realized.... Because when my age digit is changing faster than the speed of light, I need to have all that. I need all the luck I can , I need a better health when I walk slower than before....
when suddenly my nieces and nephews who got married and have many childrens and they call "n e n e k "..hu hu...( thats i feel old...)
I think there are more but then again I don't want to feel old. I feel like I'm 25....hahaha..
Well I'll always think like this.. take one thing at a time. Take one day at a time.I will live with no regrets, have no complain..my future hold new adventures, new friendship, and new places to explore..
I can say for sure..I will more discipline
I will try to cut down on my rash acts
I will be less stubborn
I will try hard to get more closer to my family and
I will maybe become less much of a blame my self
I told myself, I must start my momentum in accumulating knowledge and applying it as "LIKO"by tak lim At the mosque of Al FURQON by ust Nila mustaqiem.
Never miss my prayers, read Al quraan and Zikir, doa and fast and Read books that helps in strengthening IMAN, attend tak lim' that gives ILMU I need.
Then
Teach and tell others about I learn.
So I say.. Happy birthday to ME ..
I've declared in my heart, between me and my heart..
I used birthday as a time to reflect and introspect.
I have to agree with my lovely friend who said..keep smillin'...(*please please keep me near..)
And i don't care what people say and think..I'm still young in casing..^..^.
don't eat a lot , keep yoga workout..cause healthy is everything ..
...happy happy birthday to me...
