just for mom...

Happy mother day ...to you the most wonderful woman in the world. Mother's day is a day to honor all mother. i remember my mom.. the person in my life , who nurtures me in he womb for nine months, and mother is one who guides me, protecting me, supporting me, ..always.. thanks to you that i get everything. .really i'm proud becoming your daughter..and i always make dua'" for you..everday,, everyday Now, i'm as a mother. often i say motherhood is 24 hours job ,its 365 days a years .. no pay, no day off , most often un aprreciated and yet resignation is imposible. motherhood is really hard but remember that away to.. heaven ..i hope.. here's some sms from mba istin " happy mother day, wish the God always bless moms, healhty, happy and succesfull.......thanks mba istin hope u too and from sasha pekanbaru, "ketika allah membuka jendela surga ,, dia melihatku dan bertanya padaku, apa yang kau inginkan ? aku menjawab jagalah ibu ini dengan rahmat dan hidayahMU.. Ya Allah sertailah setiap langkahnya dengan cintamu ...Aminn ya Rab makasih sha. here's from Mba Ati, " bunda, tiada yang menggantikan kasihmu, spt kata peribahasa kasih ibu sepanjang masa, kasih anak sepanjang galah, para bunda ikhlas memberikannya dan membesarkan buah hatinya menjadi otrang yang saleh, dan berguna dimasa datang, semoga upaya para bunda akan menjadi bekal pahalanya dikemudian hari, semoga Allah selalu melindungi dan melimpahi dengan kasih sayang dan kesabarannya yang berlimpah.. Tks mba Ati..ya what ever ..tks to all my friend .. alway keep spirit..as a mom.. Ya Allah please protect and guide me everywhere to look my children , help me teach and love my children as you love teach us .. Amien

to All mother.. happy mother days.. all my heart

Inception

Gib n, Nbl and I, went to see the movie. " Inception" , we truly enjoyed it, Except me, I kept thinking and concentrating the whole way through. This is the movie about dreaming, for sure.. ! Definitely, I had to pay attention very closely to...Think..Think .. The movie is too ' complicated " ..I didnt understand.. I just know that people dream in the movie and sometimes , They dream without dream. I Talk to Gib, .. That -I'm confuse.... How can, Tell whether dreaming or awake ....How.. distinguish reality or fantasy .. ? I dont know , I just remember that the movie full with dialogue, also action and violence including shooting, explosions, chases, crashes, and suicide.... Honestly..I think all guns explotions, crashes was not necessary ... * crowded *.. You know moms .. untill the last five minute of the movie.. ? - I just boring ... and still confusing ... But I said , the movie , just because Leonardo Di Caprio!...Actually I never liked Leonardo Dicaprio, but here.. He was that good of an actor , attractive....I change my mind .

The next three day movie

The next three day movie

Love each other

my favorite scene...

LastNight , suddently Nabila and I decided watched movie..

The next Three days.. the movie with RusselCrowne as a star( i like his performances, in this movie, he acts well.. performance stands out , as a husband and father )

This movie full of emotion , its an something lovestory between husband and wife that shows how far a spouse will go to save their partner... and this is about The man will do anything for love... touchy .. full of emotion ...and this is a 'rule model for man or husband.how to maintain of love..

Buble .. i"m coming

I wanna talk about this song. From buble (most of his songs that make me cry)

HOLD ON

Didn't they always say we were the lucky ones? I guess that we were once Babe, we were once But luck will leave you cause It is a faithless friend And in the end when life has got you down You've got someone here that you can wrap your arms around So hold on to me tight Hold on to me tonight We are stronger here together Than we could ever be alone So hold on to me Don't you ever let me go There's a thousand ways for things to fall apart But it's no one's fault No it's not my fault Maybe all the plans we made would not work out But I have no doubt even though it's hard to see I've got faith in us and I believe in you and me So hold on to me tight Hold on, I promise it'll be alright Cause it's you and me together And baby all we've got is time So hold on to me, hold on to me tonight There's so many dreams that we have given up Take a look at all we've got And with this kind of love What we've got here is enough So hold on to me tight Hold on, I promise it'll be alright Cause we are stronger here together Then we could ever be alone Just hold on to me Don't you ever let me go Hold on to me, it's gonna be alright Hold on to me tonight They always say we were the lucky ones

One year .. we've been ,friend..

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I’m so grateful to have a friend like you

I remember on the 10th of December , we had lunch together, we talked a lot about life in the past, about your job, about the mother-in-law, about your children,... and that's where I started close to you ...

Its been one year.... Amazing how fast time goes by.. I've all spent together with you. You was the first person to tell me, "Always ..Keep Smilin' ida........ you're strong ..Life is too short to worry about the little things" I found myself in awe of your strength and optimism.and truly, truly i know it.

I remember when there was a problem come to me ( I 'have tons a problem,I feel I am more problems than you ), you give a reasonable solution, you have given me support, given me strenght, guidance , with patiently listening to my complaints,. and you give what steps should I take ..with the consequences of my action.. you always there to listen to me and give me advice, never judges me and always believes in me.

I realize all so "depends "on you...When I have a problem, and when I got myself unable to solve it, I called you , my friend !!...even though I know you're busy, but you gave time to me...

I never thought before, I could be close to you, you're a credible. I have often told many times to you, do not be far away from me .............., and please keep my "story" do not tell people around you,never..! keep in your heart just the two of us ..

A million times, i told you Thanks ... thanks for always 'near' for me during the good and the bad situation...( remember when i cried ...you patiently listened to my complaints .. and my story) .., Thanks for supporting and encouraging me to do my best.. .

I learned a lot from you, about food and cooking,remember your recipes, how to make delicious fish soup? ,,, I get it all the way from you... you're great ... Multi talents...!!!

Sometimes we dream like crazy .. dream that we can not possibly reach it, it is really really impossible....

I am most grateful to you because of the laughter we share. In most situations just find humour ... I feel sometimes life doesn't give us enough laughter but with you it never stops...i never did that before... Laugh and laugh.. you have a good sense of humour..you know it .. ?so this makes our communication is not boring..... we can speak three hours without stopping and boring ... ha ha

Now, I remember, when I was sick, I talked to you, I follow what you said .. you feel what I felt at that time, remember.....,piece of aloe vera for pain medication maag..? .. Until now I continue to do so if the pain came again, .. (no doctor anymore ,there is no cure,other than aloevera), I was really thankful to you....

We enjoy the conversation, , we look out for each other.in fact, we talked about personal problems, about the relationship of husband and wife,...whatever seems we're talking about, is important and not important sometimes we talk less , ...sometimes we talk more,, .. sometimes serious, sometimes full of laughter .everything is open.... ..i'm grateful ,we are growing realationship and we are growing respect each other.... .I can't imagine how different life would have been without you, without your support and advice I wouldn't be like this .. I wouldn't get really bored and lonely......better than ever .

I am grateful to have friends like you, how important family for you,, how do you teach your child, give the best education for them, you really care to your children.. I was impressed..!how you live it with ease .. . no" load". easygoing.. . I am so blessed.

And Lastly, I remember you said that, let this friendship goes natural ..lets remind each other , as you told me ;We never know how long will we live, and in fact we are increasingly fond of each other.....we've got to let it flow...problems come and go, but we must always be grateful, there was more suffering than we are now............thank you has to be my friend ..I feel .. I'm not alone..with you life more colourful and cheer up.... always Keep smillin' .....

1 muharam

Today, Muslims from all over the world celebrated the Islamic New Year, 1432 Hijriah. It 's the first day of Muharram, which is the first month of the Islamic calendar.

The thing that I need to consider during this Year is “what have I done to achieve my new year resolutions ”? ..

So simple , I just hope... Tomorrow should be better than Today and next year should be better than this year.... easily spoken ... right ..?

I often say that word.. but What about last year ,

what’s the differences with this year ? Is it better or worst or about the same?

Everyday I ' ve a resolution to achieve and every year my resolution never change but always improve a little. .

.InsyaAllah I'm going toward it. I realized , ALLAH's blessing in every single thing that I do. so, i try to be a better person,a better wife , a better mother . try hard increase my quality and quantity of ibadah, our worship to ALLAH...( oo..i never know how long will i live)

First and foremost, be grateful to Allah(SWT) because all of the achievements comes from Allah. SO, choose to smile, be patient and never give up no matter what. .. May Allah grants me and my children , my family with good health, wealth and wisdom.. insyaAllah..

May Allah give me , my children , the strength, the power, the courage and the effort to do our best .

May Allah lead us the true path. May the holy Qur'an become our source of advice, healing and guidance for me

Amin Ya Robbal 'Alaminn

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And suddenly realised that i have been missing ...this month recently .. My nite prayers, my tahajjud.., .and each nite Iwould set the phone alarm, hoping that it would wake me up for tahajjud..whereas each time it does sound, I ignore it...shhh... So to nite Irealise, to nite I come back to You Ya Allah.. For the One who sleeps and wakes is only You..amien

Give her strenght ya Allah....

I just came back from bank BNI this morning... then I wanna share here.................

When I reached there this morning, quite a few people were standing waiting for their turn.

It's going to be a long morning for me . I took my number - 29 The present calling number is 10.

So , i'just wait..about one or two hour? ..but this is customer service line ..one by one with their problem..i've arrange my internet banking for my account..

Nice timing..i guess,but i forgot bring my new book , I took a seat beside a woman ,i know her, but i dont remember ,when and where?? And she still remember me.. Yaaa.. FA..my old friend.. But she look different now, she look older than her age.

She then ask me whether I wanted to customer service for? . I answered just I wanted to arrange my account for sms /internet banking for easy to pay ,transfer etc.

She told me that she wanted to draw some money because she wanted to take her husband to the clinic.Her husband is sick and needs money now.

I was dumbfounded for a while.i know her husband still young under 50 years old.

I asked her again why must she draw money from her account just to take her husband to the clinic. (She say,her husband jobless since 2 years ,and Has long suffered from diabetes And No money, she answered.

I was so deep in my own thought that it took me a few seconds before I realized my number was called.

I hurriedly went to counter While waiting I had the chance to think. I put aside some money inside my handbag to be given to her..

But I got to be sure she is really in need and not making up story .

. I sat behind her and told her that I wanted to help her but I need confirmation on her status( i just so sory..) . How much money does she have in her account right now? She showed me her account book. She had about 700.000rpa and her form showed that she wanted to take 500.ooorpa.

O ya Allah ...

I handed over a certain amount of some money to her. In her surprise and happiness she said Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah and cried. I softly kissed her fragile cheek and asked her to pray for Allah, thanks to Allah.

Then I quickly went out. With tears of course..

O ya Allah.. Thanks for everything you've done to me ,For everything you gave tome,i take everything for health, for rizki,..for wealth , i'm grateful.

I know at least today , my friend and her husband happier than before . FA..I know your feeling as a wife and mother for your children ..i believe you can tough And strength and Sabr. May Allah always blessed you...I pray for you FA