confuse

Next month, I’ve a plan going to Malaysia and Singapore of my friends all of moms my group in my complex. . At the beginning I was so excited ,-!! There might be many fun and experience and amazing happened to us. I had planned to go by flight about 4 days from Tuesday to Friday because that day is work day and the kids have to go to school also . But today, I feel uncertain about that. I feel a bit worried about leaving the kids at home although I’ve a maid, but when I think back deeply, the real reason maybe because I used to travel with my family...... It’s true; I almost never had traveled (far) alone since married. to imagine my kids there I haven’t made up my decision yet, should I cancelled ?Although my kids allow me... Have you ever felt like this or experience the same way?..OO i really confused.....